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Registered: Apr 2002 Posts: 2238 |
End of depression 1989-2010
I want to explain that a new era has begun, to all who are my friends in the scene, close or distant, because it is important for me.
Here goes the dump, and it should explain all weird stuff about my behavior in last 2 years, which has been a long and painfull process:
[19:17] <janh> [19:14] <janh> my father fucked my life for 39 years, because he told me i was nothing and could do nothing, and my computer was a waste of time, and he never supported me in any way, and now i dont hear from him anymore, because i told him how he fucked up, and brother dennis did too, so the only left is devia, who he didnt fuck
[19:17] <janh> [19:15] <janh> my father has only heard 1 tune i made, and dont even ask if he can get more. he dont care. its sad
[19:17] <janh> [19:15] <janh> he dont care a fucking shit, because i was an accident and he had to marry my mother
[19:17] <janh> [19:15] <janh> so they got divorced in 1989
[19:17] <janh> [19:16] <janh> thi sis not bitter talk, this is just the explanation what went wrong for me
[19:17] <janh> [19:16] <janh> just so you understand what i had to endure
[19:17] <janh> [19:16] <janh> now its released, it dont play any role anymore, its over, done
[19:18] <janh> end of depression!
[19:18] <janh> finally
so.. now you know |