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Bamu®
Account closed
Registered: May 2005
Posts: 1332 |
Open letter to ALL!
Hi!
I leave the csdb/forum & Co. I sometimes/often really behaved like a stupid or whatever...
And to be honest: Yes, somehow I'm stupid. Don't know why, can't help - that's how I'm. :(
It seems that I really have some mental problems. (Thanks to people for pointing this out)
I don't know what's wrong with me in last time. I really don't know!
I do things witch I shouldn't do..
It get's harder & harder from day to day to make music or something serious. My brain get's emptier & emptier.
I know, do have to change something, but this isn't easy...
... guess, I finally should grow up & consult a doctor.
First I thought that I could make a restart with my new handle bamu (babbling musician), but I was unable to take me under control - sorry. I have to say that I really hate all my handles.
I really don't want to post/do *shit* or similar, but the truth is I'm unable to recognize what is shit or not. Really, I don't know the correct scene-behaviour.
I never wanted to harm people, but I guess it happened sometimes.
Often I was right, and often I was wrong, but too much happened here and in the scene.
I'm really fed up with everything (not only scene) and the first thing I'll do is to stop all my activities & start a real life.
I really whish if it was possible to erase my scene history from my brain - it really makes me sick.
I do not want a second chance, it's to late for me.
But:
I want to apologize for EVERYTHING I have done/or said.
Please, forgive me! Please!
My request now:
Please remove (or hide) the most crap postings from me. This would make me a happy. I really want that csdb gets a clean database/forum.
sincerely,
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cadaver
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1160 |
It's a good thing if you reached better understanding of your behaviour. I think the point is not how to behave within scene but how to behave around other humans (which sceners are too, I guess :)) Too bad that a lot of good music got shitstained but I guess the smell will evaporate over time.
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Richard
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 621 |
Sorry to hear this Nata/Bamu. You're a very good C64 musician. I am surprised with the amount of tunes you done in GoatTracker :) However, a break is always a good thing to fresh up if you feel this way. Once ready, I look forward to seeing more releases from you. |
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ChristopherJam
Registered: Aug 2004
Posts: 1408 |
Best of luck, Nata. FWIW, I'm seeing a psych for mild depression myself. It's useful.
Hope to see you round some time in the future. |
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The Overkiller
Account closed
Registered: Mar 2002
Posts: 342 |
With all this insanity around I'm sure I won't never be unemployed :) |
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TDJ
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 1879 |
You're all just figments of my imagination anyway. |
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algorithm
Registered: May 2002
Posts: 705 |
People generally get depressed sometimes. You would be surprised at how much a bit of change can make. Dress up. go out, work out in the gym. really. you will feel much much better |
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chatGPZ
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 11360 |
Quote:People generally get depressed sometimes. You would be surprised at how much a bit of change can make. Dress up. go out, work out in the gym. really. you will feel much much better
getting laid and STFU also helps o_O |
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icon
Registered: Apr 2002
Posts: 90 |
Quote: Quote:People generally get depressed sometimes. You would be surprised at how much a bit of change can make. Dress up. go out, work out in the gym. really. you will feel much much better
getting laid and STFU also helps o_O
Gwahaha! That made my day.... |
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Jazzcat
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1044 |
Good riddens to him and any other losers spoiling this database. |
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Richard
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 621 |
Sort of off-topic,
I know I done some bad things to CSDB in the past, by creating some silly programs that made me look even more stupid, because of my hyperactivity but I'll just make these things the things of the past. No more silly war/fake releases from me in future. Just normal scene and game stuff. Wish me luck :) |
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