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Intensity
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Schizophrenia
Hi People!
Herewith I want to say sorry for my strange post about a hunger-strike some time ago, also for my weird behaviour towards the dutch group Xenon where I was in as musician.
Sander/Focus, Gerard Hultink: Please excuse my messages in which I declared Xenon as a dangerous group and that you should be aware of it's members.
The reason for this behaviour is that I fell ill. They call my illness "Schizophrenia", also "Psychosis", a disease which initiated a lot of paranoid thoughts in me. I also started to hear voices from my circle of acquaintances and to see hallicunations, like faces at the wall etc. Those voices and hallucinations ordered me to stay up the nights for about 4 months and to care about scene matters, among other things.
I have passed some months in hospital and I take several medicaments for about one year now. Things are going well, also have a job now.
I don't want you to have a pity on me, but I want the sceners especially those I bothered to excuse me.
Read more about my schizophrenia in Vandalism News #40 which was released recently.
http://c64.rulez.org/onslaught/vandalism40.zip
Yours,
Arman Behdad
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Steppe
Registered: Jan 2002
Posts: 1510 |
Hey Arman, take it easy. I guess almost everybody hardly remembers those strange postings back then. Nice to see you feel better now, hope to hear some new and nice sid tunes from you again. :-) |
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TDJ
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 1879 |
But .. but .. Xenon *is* a dangerous group :)
Seriously though Arman, I think it's very brave of you to explain your behaviour. Thumbs up. |
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dalezy
Registered: Apr 2002
Posts: 476 |
a serious advice from someone who maybe knows better than the rest in here how you felt. stay away from books that seem more interesting than anything else, if you're a bit weak-minded. =)
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Jazzcat
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1044 |
Yes, it takes more of a stronger person to openly discuss a problem so thumbs up Arman!
Mind you, I wouldn't have expected anything else from an Onslaught'er, our group is built on strengths ;)
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CreaMD
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 3053 |
Your experience is very moving. Good to see you back and strong. |
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Intensity
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Quote: a serious advice from someone who maybe knows better than the rest in here how you felt. stay away from books that seem more interesting than anything else, if you're a bit weak-minded. =)
Oh I had experiences with books, too! Like seeing markings in the bible and in a book about programming :P... But I've kept the time I have spent reading those books within limits.
Dalezy, have you experience with schizophrenia or why are you talking like this? If yes, we can found a c64-group and invite psychotics to join us, hehe. I thought of "Schizophrenia Designs" or "Psycho Developments" as the name :D.
Arman |
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CreaMD
Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 3053 |
;-) Then someone could also establish Kinky Developments or Gay Designs I would join (out of solidarity). Anyway Arman, how about submitting a tune to Sid Compo III? at c64.sk ;-) |
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T.M.R
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Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 749 |
Kinky Developments... i'm not going to say anything. Nope. Not at all...! =-) |
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Intensity
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Quote: ;-) Then someone could also establish Kinky Developments or Gay Designs I would join (out of solidarity). Anyway Arman, how about submitting a tune to Sid Compo III? at c64.sk ;-)
Guess... I am already working on one. :) |
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Dane
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Registered: May 2002
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And if you're starting a group like that I'm definitely joining. I could never stick to doing just one thing. |
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