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Bamu®
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Registered: May 2005
Posts: 1332 |
Open letter to ALL!
Hi!
I leave the csdb/forum & Co. I sometimes/often really behaved like a stupid or whatever...
And to be honest: Yes, somehow I'm stupid. Don't know why, can't help - that's how I'm. :(
It seems that I really have some mental problems. (Thanks to people for pointing this out)
I don't know what's wrong with me in last time. I really don't know!
I do things witch I shouldn't do..
It get's harder & harder from day to day to make music or something serious. My brain get's emptier & emptier.
I know, do have to change something, but this isn't easy...
... guess, I finally should grow up & consult a doctor.
First I thought that I could make a restart with my new handle bamu (babbling musician), but I was unable to take me under control - sorry. I have to say that I really hate all my handles.
I really don't want to post/do *shit* or similar, but the truth is I'm unable to recognize what is shit or not. Really, I don't know the correct scene-behaviour.
I never wanted to harm people, but I guess it happened sometimes.
Often I was right, and often I was wrong, but too much happened here and in the scene.
I'm really fed up with everything (not only scene) and the first thing I'll do is to stop all my activities & start a real life.
I really whish if it was possible to erase my scene history from my brain - it really makes me sick.
I do not want a second chance, it's to late for me.
But:
I want to apologize for EVERYTHING I have done/or said.
Please, forgive me! Please!
My request now:
Please remove (or hide) the most crap postings from me. This would make me a happy. I really want that csdb gets a clean database/forum.
sincerely,
/st |
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Steppe
Registered: Jan 2002
Posts: 1510 |
*keeps fingers crossed* ;-) |
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ready.
Registered: Feb 2003
Posts: 441 |
Any trace of the CSDb profile Nata/Bamu seems to be deleted from this database. His productions remain, but no credit, neither profile.
Anybody heard how he's doing with his problems? |
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cadaver
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1160 |
Why not drop a visit to forum64.de and ask (CBM-Hörnchen) :)
In line with the recent talks about changing the information-owning rules, I do think the scener profiles should be restored, with personal information removed as necessary. |
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ready.
Registered: Feb 2003
Posts: 441 |
mmmh... I know very little german, so kind of difficult for me to understand, but has Nata/Bamu resurrected in some other forum under CBM-Hörnchen handel? |
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cadaver
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1160 |
He has used that handle for at least a year. Recently he resumed posting in the music subforum there again, but no, I don't think he has (yet) registered that handle anywhere else. |
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Conrad
Registered: Nov 2006
Posts: 847 |
I really do hope Nata meant what he said at the beginning of this thread. I have a horrible feeling that he may be messing with us, after hearing on IRC that he was on another c64 forum. That is something we are not sure of, though. |
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Scout
Registered: Dec 2002
Posts: 1570 |
Yes, we know for sure. |
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cadaver
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1160 |
CRD: I don't think the stuff about mental problems should be taken too literally, or clinically. But it's a strong act of self-humiliation anyway, so the intention really doesn't matter (I think). And he never said he'd never post on any C64 forum again? :) |
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ready.
Registered: Feb 2003
Posts: 441 |
Still I think his handles should be restored, he has been part of Commodore 64 scene for sure. |
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cadaver
Registered: Feb 2002
Posts: 1160 |
I'm quite sure he requested their removal himself, but that doesn't change the fact that they should :) |
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