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2003-10-24 18:21
Intensity
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Schizophrenia

Hi People!

Herewith I want to say sorry for my strange post about a hunger-strike some time ago, also for my weird behaviour towards the dutch group Xenon where I was in as musician.

Sander/Focus, Gerard Hultink: Please excuse my messages in which I declared Xenon as a dangerous group and that you should be aware of it's members.

The reason for this behaviour is that I fell ill. They call my illness "Schizophrenia", also "Psychosis", a disease which initiated a lot of paranoid thoughts in me. I also started to hear voices from my circle of acquaintances and to see hallicunations, like faces at the wall etc. Those voices and hallucinations ordered me to stay up the nights for about 4 months and to care about scene matters, among other things.

I have passed some months in hospital and I take several medicaments for about one year now. Things are going well, also have a job now.

I don't want you to have a pity on me, but I want the sceners especially those I bothered to excuse me.

Read more about my schizophrenia in Vandalism News #40 which was released recently.

http://c64.rulez.org/onslaught/vandalism40.zip

Yours,

Arman Behdad
 
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2003-10-26 23:11
dalezy

Registered: Apr 2002
Posts: 476
arman, let's put it like this, when i read your story i found it pretty familiar. (leave out alone the illuminati part, that's too much of psychic fashion for me =)
2003-10-27 14:11
WVL

Registered: Mar 2002
Posts: 899
Nice to hear you're doing ok again!

hope the problems will stay away for good now! + I hope a lot of good tunes and other stuff will follow... We'll kick ass again sometime!
2003-10-27 15:21
Hate Bush

Registered: Jul 2002
Posts: 462
Quote: ;-) Then someone could also establish Kinky Developments or Gay Designs I would join (out of solidarity). Anyway Arman, how about submitting a tune to Sid Compo III? at c64.sk ;-)

Gay Designs? Roman, I'm in. I mean... I'd like to join :D

(Oh and Arman, nice to see you back in perfect mental health. Hope we'll hear something new from you in two weeks time.)
2003-10-27 18:47
drake
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the gay street boys...sound good too. ;-)
2003-10-28 14:23
Intensity
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Quote: ;-) Then someone could also establish Kinky Developments or Gay Designs I would join (out of solidarity). Anyway Arman, how about submitting a tune to Sid Compo III? at c64.sk ;-)

Hey CreaMD, as you can see, there ARE interested persons who wants to join your new (gay) group, which is no wonder in a scene with a few girls and a bunch of horny c64 users. :P

So be careful with the soap since there are showers at scene parties! ;)

2003-10-28 14:29
CreaMD

Registered: Dec 2001
Posts: 3053
Quote: Hey CreaMD, as you can see, there ARE interested persons who wants to join your new (gay) group, which is no wonder in a scene with a few girls and a bunch of horny c64 users. :P

So be careful with the soap since there are showers at scene parties! ;)



Always Ready is my second name.

...creamed ;-))

(But, don't tell it to my fiancee!! ;-)
2003-10-28 14:51
Puterman
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Always ready to drop the soap, eh? I'll keep that in mind.
2003-10-28 15:07
CreaMD

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Posts: 3053
Yeah but my ass curently belongs someone completely else. Anyway I already have alternative gay group running behind the scenes. It's called Turbo64 - The Ultimate Retro Bonkers 64. But in order to be a member of the group you will have to make your own homepage with downloads of your old demos (or preferably downloads of not your old demos, or even better downloads of your favourite old games). Other important rules for the membership are that you must be inactive C64 user, you must not produce anything for C64 except of the C64 related websites, C64 flash sites, C64 related mp3 remixes and other C64 related garbage. Btw. I think I will take the whole Ironstone Partners in as a honorable members into Turbo64 coz so far they have released a lot of C64 related stuff which conforms the rules of our big and ever-growing group. ;-)
2003-10-28 21:24
Shake

Posts: 133
Quote: Hey CreaMD, as you can see, there ARE interested persons who wants to join your new (gay) group, which is no wonder in a scene with a few girls and a bunch of horny c64 users. :P

So be careful with the soap since there are showers at scene parties! ;)



can't wait to see your first GAYMO
2003-10-28 22:06
drake
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pch/unreal and sad/padua are definately in creamd's group ;-) together showering, making gaymo's....wow!!
the scene will be as kinky as never before!!!
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